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2 0 1 6
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This marks the first voice memo on this iPhone 4s.
Anthony Valentine
2016
fuckin, August 7th
at 8:19am
fuck
yeah
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2. |
deprival. (2016)
02:06
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I spoke with you the other night to find you've long been deprived of a love inside.
And for all of this that we began to part, it has broken my heart to see you surrender to inimical thoughts.
Damn my eyes
Your beauty contradicts your mind
Damn my eyes
Your demons repudiate your halo
Damn my eyes
Your innocence is shadowed by all of your crimes
Damn my eyes
For keeping you in sight long enough for me to deprive you
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4. |
wolves in thirst (2016)
03:49
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Miles away from sanity, I'm stranded in catastrophe
The others just wanna watch me bleed
They are the wolves whom thirst in vain
(their vanity won't bring the rain)
When the tables turn, they're damned to suffer
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I could've been something
More than just a dreamer confined within the walls of a cell
I've been imprisoned by fearing the intentions of everyone else
??? - I can't escape this place
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6. |
washington (2016)
01:55
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I won't survive if I stay here
There's no life. There's no love
And hell's so close below
What I thought was gold was nothing more than stone
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7. |
lovers with fever (2016)
02:08
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Lover, I fear our passions depletion.
There's no love at first sight when it comes to my blind eyes
You'll have to excuse my dismal view
My heart's been stolen, and it's all that I had left to lose
Lover, we're deep in fever now
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8. |
missouri misery (2016)
01:16
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We've had ourselves a falling out
Life always turns our plans upside down
Hold on, be strong, I know you could
Is there anything that I could say to help you find some joy in your misery?
Hold on, be strong. I'm here for you
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Here's to the broken souls of heartache's blues
I won't surrender myself to the world's most cruel
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10. |
elenaum (2016)
01:25
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Until death do us part
There are ghosts that remain in the home of my heart
There's no more vacancy for love, but I'd rather be vagabond than give it up. Elenaum, the time has come.
There's something about your memory
A fantasy that's haunted me
Enduring the ghost of love
It's time to give it up
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11. |
exit eternity (2016)
07:06
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Days devour my memory
Consuming all that I have ever been
All of those precious suns
Evaporate the river while it runs
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13. |
us & alone (2016)
03:25
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This feeling tears at the very seams that hold our love together
A thought turned word of mouth is the trojan horse that invades our temples and our homes.
We won't admit defeat until it's much too late.
I feel it in my bones
I'd sink, but I am hollow and have no place to go.
Sit back, take view, and watch me fall through all of my headspace which is void of positive thought now.
Where do we stand? Where do I go when you've upper-handed the conversation?
You will use all of your weapons just to cause a reaction.
But how can you attempt to break that in which is already broken?
I feel you've suspended your heart from our destination.
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14. |
heal your healers (2016)
01:00
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You should've known they were in it for themselves.
Don't let them take away the heart that's left and redirect your fate
Become unstoppable
Rectify your life and look beyond the fights that misplaced you like a bullet on the shelf. You must remember a dream's invincibility
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15. |
sell your soul (2016)
00:48
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I think I can't - will - not try? Given away
I never thought this would be my fate
They think I can - will not - huh? Try it again
I think I will deny my fate
Is this my fate? Will I lose everything before I learn my place?
When did I sell my soul? When did I sell my soul for sure?
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It's late at night, and I can't keep from feelin' sorrow
All my borrowed time is still owed to you
The one who gave me everything just to be left with nothin'
I hope you know this one's for you
Apologies don't cut it and I was never good with words, but I wanted you know that all of the hurt and the pain wasn't in vain.
Your love is why I changed
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17. |
2 0 1 7
00:43
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18. |
cross the line (2017)
02:40
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Every time I try to cross the line that separates sorrow from happiness I find another mirage.
The only thing I've got is a hope to beat the odds.
My compass is broken, though I carry on with a strenuos cluster of inimical thoughts.
A depression is leaking from the seams of my personality.
I'd kept it bottled down, but my false sense of confidence is apparently more transparent than I'd want it to be.
Washed up and broken down - I'm looking for a way out.
I'm in over my head - looking for the surface again.
Somewhere there's solid ground that's been waiting to be found.
A place to call my home, so that I no longer have to roam through these avenues that've led me astray.
Where passion greets purpose with the hands of certainty.
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I must've lost my fucking mind
We've become so far gone in such a short time
That's right
Becoming heartless one day at a time
Until there's nothing left for you or I
I am a vertebrate without a spine
When did self-defense become such a crime?
I feel so helpless protecting my mind
A reflection in the mirror goes unrecognized
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20. |
eleven eleven (2017)
01:05
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Every time you come you find a way to get inside my head
The worst thing that you ever did was notice that I noticed you
I believe it when you say I've yet to see what you can do
We call it love, so bite the bullet why don't you
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I can't give it all away, though I've tried to give you my everything
It's never gonna work out if we don't take the time to figure it out
Everybody's gotta learn how to evolve without tearing each other apart
It doesn't have to be so difficult
It doesn't have to feel like a miracle
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22. |
9-5's (2017)
01:16
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Everybody's working nine to five's
Just trying to survive, but barely scraping by
How can you say you feel alive?
Are we running out of time? Is it slipping you by?
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23. |
no[w]here (2017)
01:09
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I am nowhere, but I'm here
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24. |
evernight (2017)
00:41
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26. |
2 0 1 8
00:31
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27. |
disappear (2018)
05:20
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I found you out in the rain on a cold dark night
I could've walked on by, but you call for my attention
As I came closer, you revealed a beautiful face
You said "Don't be shy - come over here before I disappear"
Little did I know, I was speaking to a ghost
Another soul lost in limbo just like me waiting to be set free
From this cruel world
When we were young, we had believed that our dreams were neighboring reality
Even though we never felt alive, they're the ones who are really dead inside
They used everything they needed - drained and depleted, and never even thought about us once
Who could've known that this is where we truly begin
They should've known that they couldn't kill us again
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28. |
empty throne (2018)
02:29
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Everyone I know
They only want the throne
There's something in our bones that never did belong
We'd break a million hearts before we'd ever break our own
Heaven's not letting you in, but that's okay
It seems as though you've found something off-brand
Still shaking off the hurt of living in your own skin?
How long's it been?
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29. |
fake a smile (2018)
01:14
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Won't you ever come around and realize you're not alone?
You fake a smile as if they couldn't see the pain
Yeah, I felt it too
They don't understand this place
The story told on your face
They do the questioning, but they're not listening
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30. |
guiding light (2018)
03:18
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Let's entertain the thought that I won't find what I've been looking for
In the final hours of my darkest days, will i even care?
Will the fire remain inside? Yeah, my guiding light
I gave in to all of my desires
Just to find they didn't mean a thing
In the end, no one is remembered
We pass just like the days
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31. |
life's a bitch (2018)
01:15
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Don't wait around
No one is going to help you out
That's because they're too busy looking out for themselves
Good luck spending your whole life just trying to keep up
In the end, life either kills you or you go and kill yourself
I do believe it's all for nothing, but that doesn't mean I won't do something
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32. |
love/d (2018)
01:19
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You looked to find love knocking at your door
But that wasn't your style anymore
Every time you'd put your heart on the line, they'd just break it
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33. |
make it, break it (2018)
02:23
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Your face was in the falling rain like a ghost back from the dead
Even to this very day, I remember the words that you had said
"Goodbye darlin' hate to do this to you but, I found someone else instead
Later alligator - you're not my crocodile, but it's better off this way"
Make or break my heart - it's all you ever do
We were the kind of cliché everybody wants to be
Something straight out of the big screen until you turned your back on me
Good god dammit - why'd the hell you do it?
Well I guess I'll never know
What we had was from another planet, but I guess I'll have to settle for so and so
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34. |
mercury (2018)
00:45
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We will touch the sky and breach into the heavens
Higher than the playing field of angels
All of the gods that we ever invented will shed a tear for their creations
Lightning will strike to the beat of our rhythms
The clouds will mold to our design
The constellations will look to us for direction
This time, we will know divine
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35. |
no rule of law (2018)
01:30
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Everybody talks to talk, but rarely walks it too
That's just the way it is is and will always be
It's hard enough to understand what's inside my own head
How am I supposed to figure you?
Are you going to break my heart in two?
There's no rule of law in trusting you
But I have never seen a more beautiful face
Are you going to quit at the end of the day?
Will you bend, or will you break?
Cus' I think we could be something truly great
Every thought I'm thinkin' feels like something that I'm dreamin
Cus it always seems to do with you
I truly do beielve that you're from another planet
Cus there's no human like you
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36. |
poison (2018)
01:08
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Everybody pretends like they don't see it
Like I'm the only one around who can see right through what you do
How many men have you broken down, kicked around, and pushed
right out of your door?
Everybody stops
Just to take a look and see what you've got to offer
Everybody gives you something that they'll never have returned
Everybody feels like they will be the ones to turn your luck around
Oh, how sweet the sound
Girl, your poison
Through and through
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37. |
unfaithful (2018)
01:08
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Where is your god when your unfaithful?
Is he up in the clouds, or deep beneath the ground?
Without him would you feel shameful?
You shouldn't force people to like you
And you really shouldn't even have to
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38. |
upside down (2018)
02:04
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I can't give it up
You know you've really got me hung up
Side down
Yeah, you've really got me off the ground
Can we try again?
I've been needing more than just a friend
Something real like you
You're the truest of the true
Will we trust again after all the lies that we've been fed?
All I've ever wanted is staring right back at me
You've got me upside down
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40. |
2 0 1 9
00:30
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41. |
second sight (2019)
03:57
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We could live forever
(and never live a day)
The most beautiful face I've ever seen was on a screen
We could live together
(and never know each others names)
You could be in rome while sitting comfortably at home
This time you'll find you're never really there
We could hate each other
(and never know each others face)
You don't need a reason
Just a feeling you deem unsafe
You're no longer human
(despite what meets the eye)
Everything you do is programmed until the day you die
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42. |
now you know (2019)
04:25
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43. |
rise & fall (2019)
04:15
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44. |
dangerous lie (2019)
03:27
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45. |
relive it. (2019)
04:26
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46. |
cave in (2019)
01:00
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47. |
avn-2 (2019)
01:25
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48. |
everybody talks (2019)
00:36
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Everybody talks about me behind my back
Where you coming from?
Where you going to hide?
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50. |
rectify (2019)
00:58
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51. |
red pill (2019)
05:30
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52. |
ud (2019)
02:57
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Jenny was a shy girl
Never liked school, but learned that she didn't need the real world
We've got it all in our hands every moment
Look, you've got everything now
Finally a reason to just avoid the sun
Are you having fun yet?
We're upside down, yet feel no fear
We're upside down, yet see so clear
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53. |
consequence (2019)
01:14
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Walk a straight line
Killing less time now
I'll burn it all down just to do it
You'd bury me
I'd counterstrike
It's all that you'd need to prove that I am not the one they know
Consequence. Will the cycle ever end?
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I'm living with ghosts
And their presence cuts right to the bone when I'm alone
I'm living with demons
And I swear they look just like angels when I am standing close
Everyone fears me
As if I'm the devil in the flesh
I walk along the path of shame
To them, it's all a game to play
I spent my whole life trying to perfect
And worth it to someone like you
They turn me into something I am not
Unfamiliar to the touch
They want to make me something I am not
I tell'em all to go hell
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55. |
under it (2019)
01:46
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I've stuck in the same place, but a little bit older.
And a little bit colder.
I never moved on
Still under that shadow from the heat of the moment
When will the fire die and let what's new be grown?
I'm days into exile
Buried deep in misfortune
I know you think that I can't change
But I know that I've got to
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56. |
leppard (2019)
00:56
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You've got me deep into hysteria
The kind that leppard talked about on the radio
I used to dream about you every night
You gave me hope in my darkest hours
When I still believed that there was nothing here for me
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57. |
liveb3 (2019)
01:14
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58. |
pop/punk song (2019)
00:52
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59. |
anarchy (2019)
01:31
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60. |
2 0 2 0
00:29
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61. |
誕生 (2020)
02:04
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God is dead
It's just you and me with what's in our heads
For now, keep cool
It all ends in flame despite our pedestals
I'm with you
Millions of lives carving paths through time
All leading me to you
It's a shame that love is found to lose
You'll leave the same way you came in
Zero
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62. |
happily (2020)
01:20
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You talk the talk, but you don't walk it when it's time to decide
I know you think you did just fine
I bet you didn't fuck him harder than you fucked with my head
You've got some nerve calling me tonight... here we go.
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63. |
first contact (2020)
01:43
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64. |
sunn (2020)
01:34
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You were the sun - burning bright. Clear as day
And I was just a moth to your flame
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65. |
k1 (2020)
00:45
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66. |
k2 (2020)
01:07
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67. |
k3 (2020)
01:05
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68. |
k7 w/ cory eaves (2020)
00:35
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69. |
k8 (2020)
01:02
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70. |
k9 (2020)
00:37
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71. |
k10 (2020)
00:25
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72. |
you're in my head (2020)
00:57
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73. |
bri (2020)
00:26
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74. |
sink! (2020)
03:02
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It's salt in the wound when you act like a bitch in heat
You're not complicated - you just complicate everything
Alright, c'mon
What do you want from me?
Can't you let me be?
Oh my fucking god
Stuck beneath the floor
Oh my fucking god
You sink so low
You know you sink so low
La niña is trouble
I walk through this ruble of mine
You'd think I'd know better than to sweat a change of plans, babe
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75. |
pumpkins (2020)
00:34
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You get dirty when you're down in the dirt
You only feel lucky when you didn't get hurt
Point your finger to the sun
And blame the world for getting burned
Over again, over again - we'll do the same
Once again, once again - nothing will change
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76. |
metal! (2020)
00:56
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Where you from?
I think I know
You live in dissonance
And nothing more
If I want out - scream and shout.
No one pays attention to anything else anymore.
This is it - this is it
What you wanted
? ? ? - think of this
I've been here before and I'm over it.
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77. |
metal! the sequel (2020)
00:45
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78. |
the dolphin (2020)
00:49
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All I know is I ain't going home without your love tonight
I've been chasin' all my old demons around this town for several days, but you still can't make me change my ways
I don't think I've got nothin' to prove babe, I is inalghhh
Ohwe
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79. |
split vibe (2020)
01:09
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Machtkampf einin Straßen
And the streets are filled with assassins
And they just love to dress in blue
And the red one - yeah, they love that color too.
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There's blood on the street now
Some are missing the point
Late at night when you get home, do you think about the ones you've wronged? I think not.
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80. |
lullaby (2020)
00:28
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81. |
bad dream (2020)
01:09
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Wait, there's something I should say.
... where did you go?
I had a real bad dream and I'm still asleep
Lover - daughter - and an old friend
Wait it out and maybe it'll come back again
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82. |
white rabbit (2020)
01:01
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You are so black & white
Up is down and left is right - you know
Why you always gotta be like that?
Runnin' around - you silly white rabbit
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83. |
this slaps (2020)
00:59
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She's a bitch, she's a punk
She will fuck it up
You know you know you know me
She's just like heroine up in the sky
But you don't know why
You went and took the crown
You've got us all so upside down now
You kept us in the dark, but we don't want to stop - no
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84. |
those thoughts (2020)
00:34
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What is it I am to be waiting patiently for my cue?
You said that I had already peaked an unimpressive view.
Kill those thoughts and live in mine.
I'll be right here waiting for that gun to make me choose.
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85. |
power play (2020)
00:24
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You've got power now - temporary.
You're so fake. Young and naive
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86. |
feel good (2020)
00:30
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